WeSwallowTheSun

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June 2012

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i. 

Neighbor kids with 
shirts like capes
tied ‘round their necks
faces painted, peeling 
from the spirited sun
and sweat from their
brows. They dashed through 
sprinkler and freshly
trimmed grass, toy guns 
in hand and a warrior cry
They skinned their knees 
brushing off dirt 
on torn cargo shorts  
laughing, without
a tear in dusty eyes  
Against the falling light 
the growing shadows
made them feel tall 

ii.

Between fence posts 
the orange sun whispered 
through wiry webs 
from where the spiders  
packed up and left
and the cat curled 
with tail between hind legs 
candidly licking its
paws as ears poked 
out from under the 
shade of the porch
Across the way, the head
of a doe and two fawns 
shyly peered out from 
the rows of the growing 
corn to cross the newly 
cut golden field of wheat   

iii.

Lying in a bed of grass 
cold sweat against 
warm skin, searching 
still to find my luck 
I wove fingers and toes 
through clusters of clover 
with weighty lungs. The air 
seemed heavier. The smell 
of pollen and pine trees-
moister, rich and swelling 
I swallowed the sun 
inch by inches inch
with every breath deeper 
than the one before 

~weswallowthesun

Jun 28, 20128 notes
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Jun 28, 201213 notes
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it all begins and ends in an instant

i don’t want to sleep at night without knowing i’ve helped make some kind of difference in somebody’s life. i don’t want to wake up in the morning tasting the regret of another yesterday wasted. i don’t want to run away from what could be one of the most extraordinary things i’d ever experience just because i was so uncertain of what might happen if i actually took the chance. i don’t want another moment to pass without feeling something, anything. i don’t want to be numb to the world. i don’t want to be living in some kind of passing daydream and forget to engage in the magic and music that moves and breathes around me every second of every day. i don’t want to close my eyes at night without knowing that i have forgiven all who have done me wrong and made amends with all i have wronged. i don’t want to live another day without taking risks, without reaching outside of my self and giving up all that i can give. i don’t want to live in fear or live with emptiness or pride. i don’t want to move and breathe without reason, without purpose. i don’t want to act without passion. i don’t want to be blind to the beauty that surrounds me always. i don’t want to miss out on life. i don’t want to shut my eyes to this. i don’t want to shut my eyes. 



Jun 27, 20128 notes
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They told me I was naive

“You aren’t a bird!” they said
“You don’t have wings!” they said
“Yes, I know, you think I’m a halfwit?” I said

But that kind of talk doesn’t put me down
More than anything, it makes me more stubborn 
I’ve watched the blue martins in the early morning
And the Boeing jets in the afternoon sun
I saw from a distance
From my back porch steps 
As the rockets tore off
In a magnificent cloud 
Just before Mother would say,
“Hurry up, it’s time for dinner!”

It’s always time for dinner, I thought
But it’s never time for adventure

I collected maps:
Topographical, economic, and climate
For it’s good to know how much precipitation
I should expect, or how high the mountains are
Or where I shall find something proper to eat
Six packets of peanuts and four cans of baked beans
Would only tide me for a week if not two days 
Adventures make me hungry

I left a note on the refrigerator saying:

“I’ve gone out to claim a new land,
I shall not be back before dark,
But you may keep the lights on if you wish”

They said that it couldn’t be done
But I crafted a propeller from a toaster oven
My ceiling fan, and a few strings from my Papa’s ukulele 
The cockpit wasn’t entirely comfy
But I’ve made off with less
Of the fine luxuries that make a man soft
Charles Lindbergh would have applauded
I’m almost sure of it

I was headed for the West Indies
And from there, only the gods knew
Maybe I’d discover an island
No man had ever touched or seen
And so with engine roaring
And propeller whirling
Down the runway, faster, faster
The wheels lifted up, up off the ground
Soon the shadow of the plane
Grew fainter and fainter 
Until my home became a doll house
And my dog became a grape
I was beyond the clouds
Ascending with the birds
Infinite and light

This is freedom, this is life 

“Hun, hun! Where are you?” Mother said.
“Oh! Get out of that dirty brown box, it’s time for bed!”

It’s always time for bed, I thought
But never time for adventure

~weswallowthesun

Jun 25, 201215 notes
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Jun 25, 201214 notes
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There was a drought so someone took a sledge hammer to a fire hydrant on every block and corner. Now it’s pouring, but the dogs are pissed. The kids are flipping over umbrellas for canoes bobbing through alleys that are wild as a river. Streets are overflowing. There’s an ocean in the park. From our penthouse apartment, I see the waters rising to the fire escape.

The bedroom’s burning, but I couldn’t care less. Who says it’s the end of the world? Reverend Scott yells from the rooftop,”REPENT!” “REPENT!” and we build a boat out of microwave ovens, bedposts, and leftover salami.  

“We’re leaving for Manhattan!” I tell the children while packing my socks.  
“We can’t!” cries Shelly, the youngest, still glued to the news.”It vanished right into the Atlantic!”
“Oh,” I say calmly and slouch in my chair, lighting my pipe.”Well, would anyone care for a biscuit and a cup of tea?”

~weswallowthesun

Jun 24, 201211 notes
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sometimes, i like
to think that love is
simple.

it all comes down to
who you’d rather
call at 3 o’clock in
the morning and
know that you’d
be completely 
and perfectly
happy just to sense
that they are there,
existing, waiting
to talk with,
to laugh with, 
to share whispers
and secrets
and dreams 
and after dissolving 
every word,
you’d lie
in the silence 
half asleep
with a sigh
and a heart
brimming—

full and careless and calm.   

.

~weswallowthesun

Jun 24, 201215 notes
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it may just be easiest to say a thing like
‘fuck you’
but easier still to say 
‘i love you’

this is the oddity we’re made to work with
for we’ve lost touch of the weight of tongue 
all feels brittle, all feels mute
(wine mixed with too much water)
we’re screaming under ocean waves
for words are words are words 
without a heart to win them 
without an action to move them 
and honest breath to fill them 

~weswallowthesun

Jun 22, 20129 notes
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never let life keep you from living

it is okay to let go
it is okay to feel unfinished, incomplete
            to be at ease with imperfection
            in all our flaws and inconsistency

it is okay to be uncertain,
            to doubt much
            or to embrace the unknown

it is okay to have questions
                        that may only lead to more questions
                        for one of the best things we can learn
                                   is to leave the wild as untamed as it needs to be
                                   to keep mystery alive and allow it to breathe
                                   without being so quick to pin on an easy answer
                                   to something that was never meant to be known

it is okay to be acquainted with pain, for that is how we have grown
            how we’ve learned how
            to love and to give
            selflessly and honestly
            and to pour our hearts
                                    into the empty handed
                                    because we have experienced what it means to be

                                                                                    lonely

                                    what it means to be bruised

it is okay to have fear, to feel powerless at times
           for we are human and life is erratic and fiercely odd  
                        and to us it was never meant to make absolute sense

for we are only so young for so long
            and we are only so old
                         so dream when you dare to dream
                                  without limits, free and hopeful

reaching still for worlds unseen

~weswallowthesun                        

Jun 21, 201231 notes
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spider's silk

i cannot write unless
there is another
at least one person
it doesn’t matter who is listening
           sharing thoughts, feelings, emotions
           (in the world, somewhere)
           weaving their own soul into the story
we’re all spider’s silk 
we’re not so different
       i hope you know
       (you and me)
we were designed
to give up portions
of our hearts
                 for
            words in
      rhythm, in verse
   even if it is a shadow           broken, simple, happy, sad
                 we desire laughter with another
                 (to feel a heartbeat, flesh & bone)
we speak and write
because we need someone to hear us
                                      anyone at all
because i and you and we
were made to find each other
to touch
    to sense
        to know

that we belong,
that we exist 

~weswallowthesun

Jun 20, 201222 notes
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Jun 20, 201210 notes
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“There’s a house across the river
but alas I cannot swim,
I’ll live my life regretting
that I never jumped in”
—Laura Marling - Alas, I cannot swim (via weswallowthesun)
Jun 19, 201223 notes
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believe me not, believe me

swallowed by
the beckoning storm
             (drowning)
             yet unafraid
diving deep behind
blue, ebbing tide
            “you weren’t made for me”
             an ingenious amendment

i cannot reconcile what cannot be reconciled
            so you leave your cares on the moor
            with a fish hook dangling
            safe, unassuming
            (you haven’t lived enough to know)

trust me, you cannot trust a soul
not even me, so run from here
            leave your skin behind you
            transform like a chimera
            become an illusion
            part of the bark
            that make up the winding oaks

go, but carry yourself with poise
(believe me not, believe me
believe me not, believe me)

sincerely i sing without a voice
           my throat has been cut from me
           i am mute to all but you
           i am sorry to only a few
but i wish that i could dance
with you before the sun rises
maybe i wish for the last moon
maybe i wish for the earth to die
before light ambles through
the slits in our blinds
so i would be the
last to hold you
but i am jealous, so strike me dead
i am weak, don’t crush my head
i cannot move you with a word
create ex-nihilo or awaken life or love
            your breath that lives with you
            is not mine, i have not given it to you
            the breath that quakes inside us both

is from the source, each and everyone the same
            so live and laugh with me
            and let us drink of all we knew
            we will not have tomorrow 

~weswallowthesun

Jun 17, 20127 notes
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Jun 17, 20126 notes
#photography #ski lift #vintage

breathtaking,
divine
            that’s what you are and what you always will be
            never tell me anything different
                           the lies you believe are more savage
                           than the pills in your pocket

every blemish is silver, is holy
every thread of hair
you wrap around my forefinger
draws me nearer to your spirit

            and it is whole, even if you cannot see it
            i need you to be still (for one moment)
            for when i look into your eyes
            i see a world reborn with laughter
            i see a hope the height of heaven

            (wet lashes
            damp blouse)

i don’t own you, you don’t own me
i don’t even know if i own myself,
can’t you see?

breathe gently now,
your head is spinning,
your heart is quick

            your hidden thoughts were never hidden 
            i see through you, your eyes are made of glass
            take a bath with warm water
            i’ll be waiting in the kitchen

            a glass of milk by the sink 

~weswallowthesun

Jun 16, 201211 notes
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Jun 15, 201215 notes
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velvet moonshine

(i fear for the sake of fear)

you walk like a shadow
you speak like gold 

            r    e    s    t   l   e   s   s  lips

                        with no touch to hold

                        no
                        matter
                        where
                        you
                        have
                        been

all those places you have hidden 

            there
            are
            no
            islands that may keep you

                       (tear off into the dark
                        light lit dim, velvet moonshine  
                        and blind yourself with love)

            i wish that i were the sun
            scattered across your shoulders
            your neck
            your skin
            down the groove of your back 

wait for me, i’ll be there, i promise
wait for me, i’ll be there in time
wait for me, i’ll swim ten-thousand miles

(and wish that you were mine)

~weswallowthesun

Jun 15, 201215 notes
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metamorphic serenity

a child, asleep
too small to know fear

with            and
lashes         wishes
that             that 
flutter          swim 

through a monsoon of reverie and impeccable mischief

            lost in deep metamorphic serenity
            where minds are filled with the impossible 
            that as we grow older, we begin to forget  

you see                                                     

we’re straddling dimensions
aching, advancing
into a world
             (not merely pipe dreams & fond hope)

that we are blind
and naked before

                        like the sweaty, smoky tears
                        of life’s long catastrophe 

~weswallowthesun

Jun 15, 20128 notes
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in the river at dawn

dipped in violet, peony adorn freckled shoulders
wading quietly in the river at dawn
white linens, braided curls down her back
the sun calls to her, she listens eager
to find the answers, inscribed, riddled
in the prints of her fingertips,
in the waves and tears of the sky
as the last threads of the universe
begin to stretch, taunt between planets
the earth yawns at the breaking of day
and all secrets remain, cooing,
drawing her closer, nearer,
so much nearer than before 

~weswallowthesun

Jun 14, 201216 notes
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to laugh with someone you love
is to encounter the spiritual
when you feel their eyes upon you 
and know that you exist
because they believe in you
and you in them
this is immaterial
when you love that they’re alive
and cannot find the words to say just why 
the world would never seem
to make the faintest trace of sense
without them in it
if they had never been born

~weswallowthesun

Jun 12, 201218 notes
#poem #poetry #words #spilled ink #writing #weswallowthesun #love #laughter
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